why? why do you do these things to me? I want you and you wanted me. But do you still do? you're the only one who didn't want me for my body yet now when we talk if we talk. you're not all there. do you care about what I have to say ? I thought we wouldn't last but we did. now that I have some faith it's fading with ever act with someone else. I've tried to tell myself it's just like being married to a movie star but sex. it's hard for me to read everything you do with these other girls. You insinuate it too, I would tell them to get the fuck away from my man but that would be hard to do since you insist on chasing them. why don't you chase me? like you used to. I would smile at every text . every cute word strung together in a line to make me happy. now with every minute I wait , every hour ,every day, my text goes unanswered. i lose hope you'll ever come back. I lose hope that we'll ever be like we used to. I don't know if I'll ever find someone like you again. someone who wanted me for me. so what do I do now?