Just had to lay my fiancé’s brother to rest today. One of the hardest moments in his life. My heart hurts for him and his parents but his brother is no longer in pain and is in a better place. My MIL asked me before we left if I was pregnant. I was like what no? She’s like oh uncle tony said yesterday that you have another one coming. I’m like no. But maybe that’s a sign. Today’s my last day of my fertile week. My fiancé and I have only done it twice. Once peak before day and again last night. Our entire family would be unbelievably happy if I was pregnant. And I look at this as a sign and I’m normally someone who doesn’t ever look at signs like that. I just needed to get this off my chest. Everyone will heal in time. 😢