I need some advice...

My husband and I got married in August after finding out I was pregnant.. Totally & exactly why.. We thought it was what would be the best for our baby. His parents paid for everything and pushed us into getting married... Literally got married after only being engaged for 6 weeks... Anyways, I wasn’t even in love... I got out of a 4 year relationship with my first love and the first guy I had ever done anything with just a month prior and now it is December , new guy and i have been married for only 4 months and together for only 6 months and I don’t know what it is but I am 28 weeks pregnant and not in love at all... I was hoping the baby would maybe make me fall in love but it has never been there... I need advice. I have no friends and no options... I just told him I’m not in love and I am honestly scared for what he’s going to say.. I still love my ex (my first love) ... My husband is so good to me but I just don’t feel it. I don’t even want it and I don’t know why he adores me so much... Help..