Me and my partner have been trying for a baby for a little while now

Weve had occasions where we’ve gone ahead and tried so ive come off of my contraception and nothings ever happened

We’ve changed our minds and decided not to but now we’re trying again, so i’m off of my pill again

I find it so hard because we can try for a long time and nothing ever happens, but i’m too scared to get checked out for them to tell me i’m infertile or something, its so heartbreaking cos of every negative test i get 💔