My so and I have been having a really bad time in our relationship, no matter how much time and effort we put in to make changes for the better one of us just always gets irritated so quick. I'm nervous because we bd on the last day of my fertile window and just two days before that I was having ewcm... I don't want to become pregnant by a man who I don't see a future with any longer as I see our relationship coming to an end shortly. It sucks because all of these wonderful women who have been hoping and trying to conceive (I was one of them) i feel horrible if I fall pregnant. I don't deserve a child in this moment, it'd be so selfish but our child would've been conceived during a loving period that is ending so quickly. It's selfish because i don't want this pregnancy.. their are plenty of women who would literally do anything to get their miracle... if I had the choice I would push my pregnancy onto someone else to give them their child. If I fall pregnant it depends on how we patch our relationship and if we can't I'm still going to be the mother to this child and love it with all of my heart.