So in October my boyfriend (the father of my first and the father of the baby I'm carrying) was locked up due to one of his so called "friends". Ever since I got a job at good old Mcdonalds. I try everyday to keep a smile on my face even though I'm 33 weeks pregnant and making $8.10/hr which I'm thankful for making anything at all. I just want him here....he was always there for me always...even when we got into a argument. I don't even like planning my baby shower because I know he won't be there....probably not even for her birth....he calls every single day to check on everything which helps but not really at the same time. Sorry for the rant but I don't even want to be pregnant anymore like I just want to skip over everything and just get to the point of her being here. 😒😒😒