how am I to think or feel?

Keisha

That moment you realize ur mate doesn't see you as you see them.2&a; half years living together& not once they mention marriage nor a promise of a future. Makes me feel like he thinks I'm not good enough & I should be lucky to have him be there. I'm only good enough to play house. Yes I said "he has no right to take my vagina, cause we're not married. Hoping he'd say... "we not married yet! " (which would make me feel a lil at ease) Instead he cops plea & says " u can't force a person to do what they dont wanna do"

My response was " good to know" like wtf! Yes you can't take... there's no need to take... when you want and ask or hint I say ok. Either I shower or we shower behind each other. Then we do it wherever we can in the house.

I know its coming the day you say you leaving cause after all theres no way you want to stay forever right. This is how you made me feel&think.; hun... was that ur intent?