He's so gay, but so damn attractive! 😍

So we have a manager in work who's gay, he's been working with us for about 4 months, he's the most amazing guy I've ever met! We are so so close and so alike! We see each other a lot! We talk all day non stop! Even if he's out with his friends 😂 but somehow can't stop myself from falling in love with him.. I know that probably sounds so stupid... 😂 but don't judge me... He doesn't even have a clue about it! But last night we were talking and he said he's so gay, but he kissed girls as well and doesn't want to be labeled as gay haha I know he's weird 😁 he said that he never had sex with a girl, but he's curious. And he said that who knows what the future holds for him, maybe he will fall in love with a girl and he said just have to go with a flow, I acc was so shocked! He said as well that doesn't matter if it's a guy or a girl, can't stop from what you love! Is he trying to say something? Or he's just opening his mind to me? Cause we trust each other and we know a lot about each other! What do I do? Just please don't judge me! I don't have a lot of friends to talk about it, so was thinking to put it up here