Update: I caught my husband

Update: we got into a fight tonight and I hung up on him because I was so mad. This is the text he sent me after I hung up. And this is the last text I got before he went to sleep (we both work night shift)

Perhaps that right there ... the way you talk to me ... and don’t support me is my reason for seeking attention from other girls. Maybe you should try being a solution to the problem instead of the cause. I love you. Thanks for breaking my heart yet again 💔💔💔💔💔

Original post: I got my husband messaging random girls and sending dick pictures. There were 30-40 within the last week!!!! I packed all of my stuff and loaded my car...but I couldn’t leave. I do love him. Then the next day we went on a date to see how I felt about him. It was a nice time but I’m still completely heartbroken. Now I’m at work tonight and he’s home alone and I’m freaking out.

Was I wrong to go back and keep trying? How do I learn to trust again?