Af is here and I am crying

Mireille

Last night the second baby in a month time of best friends is born! I am so happy for them, but feel so sorry for me and at the same time feel like i should pull myself together, but thats just not working.

So here I am, with AF on visit, having a doc appointment this friday, crying my eyes out and trying to focus on work. The world feels like shit.

Today would have been the 12 week mark of the baby we lost in october 😔