Second child

Alexis

I’m due in five weeks with my second child. And I’m nervous. How can I love this baby as much as I love my first born? My first born is disabled, a LOT. and this baby will be “normal” so to say... im nervous because there’s things I want to do with this baby that my son won’t be able to do - physically wise.. and I still blame myself daily for him being born disabled. I feel like a failure or like having this baby I’m “replacing” him.