So when I was 15 I attempted suicide and it almost killed me. I am on antidepressants now and I don’t feel depressed anymore, at least I don’t think, but I still imagine my death in a car crash or if I were to pass out and have a seizure, etc. I also wish I was to be back in that point of my life for some reason. It might be because i felt like people cared about me, idk. Even though I’m not even close to depressed right now, I kinda wish I was in the adolescent unit I was in after the emergency room, or just to be in that time period. I know it’s probably horrible, but I always search up hashtags like #depression #suicide #cutting :/ I can get lost in the tags. I have been feeling like cutting again for some reason. I don’t want to tell my therapist just yet, idk. Tips?