took this the other day

thought there could have been a faint line but took this one today, not first pee of the day but still no sign of nothing... 😣😣😣😣😣

Why cant i Just be a mother??? i know so many people who have had children and arnt even good parents! The one girl is only using her child for money, she put him in a damn high chair at only 3 months old! he couldnt even hold his head up yet! and im over here knowing me and my So would be anazing parents and take good care and give a baby a loving caring amazing family and yet i still in gods eyes dont deserve a child i guess.... they say everyone has there time. when is mine ????????????? its just not fair that life can be so cruel😭😭😭😭😭