Just had the funeral a few days ago , they found my fiance dead in the most horrible way ..we were ready to say our vows that following saturday ..I feel numb and confused ,just doing all i can to get through this horrible loss.. we had been trying to conceive for 3 years..and had 3 losses ..After spending the past few days feeling rough , i decided to go see my doctor..in that moment i was able to smile when the doctor informed me We were expecting!! I believe this is a true miracle and gift ..praying this pregnancy goes well ..I am feeling so many emotions ..when it's meant to happen it will ..I now believe this to be true