My spouse told me he wanted a divorce in the beginning of December , a lot happened during our marriage , we fought a lot and bickered a lot, we both verbally and emotionally abused one another. He has his stuff to work on and I do also , but he told me I did a lot of damage and damage within himself that can’t be fixed , and his mind is made up and he wants a divorce. He told me yesterday he will always have love for me but he thinks this is what’s best for each other he even said he hopes one day I understand why he is doing this. I love him so much you guys , I apologized for my mistakes I made and truthfully I don’t want a divorce but I will respect his decision. Today , I called suggesting maybe a separation but he said no he made his mind up , that I did damage that cant be fixed that I hurt him and dragged him through a lot while he was trying to help me through my issues I had he also went on to tell me that we are at the end of the slope , and that he doesn’t want to cause me so much heartache and that maybe at the end of all this I will understand why he did this. I’m 28 weeks pregnant and I have a two year old daughter that he sees as his own and the baby I’m pregnant with is his. I know what I need to do but I’m hoping maybe for a miracle that he changes his mind and wants to work things out but only time will tell ...I feel like I’m pushing him further away and I don’t want to do that. I do want to get him back because he is a really great man and husband and I did not appreciate him like I should have and i apologized for it. I’m praying, .im going to counseling and I deleted him off social media because he is posting things just fine as if this isn’t affecting him at all. It’s kind of like out of sight out of mind kind of thing . He told me yesterday that he is upset that it didn’t work out but he thinks it’s for the best. I don’t want to give up on him or the marriage but I will respect his decision because I love him so much.