My name is Jessika and im 20 about to be 21 in january. Im currently 35/5 days with my 2nd daughter. My 1st is 1 aboit to be 2 in February. She is my world. Me and her do everything together and she depends on me for Everything. We have a ckose bond that ive never had with anyone else before. Im scared that ince i have this baby shes going to hate me or feel like i dont love her as much because of me having to hold the baby and feed her and i dont want her to feel that way. I cry every time i think about it. I dont want her to think im pushing her away. I really need some advice on how to think and handle what im feeling.