miscarriage and 33

Ok I really need advice and other people story. So I was married for 14yrs and lost 2 miscarriage. The first one was at 7-8 weeks along. Then I lost another one at 21 weeks. It tore us apart we are now divorced. I am with a new man it has been 7 months and I still haven't gotten pregnant. He has 2 kids he doesn't see due to his ex-wife. I want a child so bad. I feel like I will never have my own. Help am I going crazy???? I see people complain about there kids on FB all the time and I just want to say your so damn lucky stop complaining. They tell you in sex ed it only takes one time. Not in my case. This is the hardest thing I have ever been thru.