So I have something very personal that I have been struggling with off and on and that is whether or not I want to keep TTC for baby #2 or not. My heart yearns for another little sweet angel and also for a companion for my one year old, but at the same time I have been struggling feeling emotionally capable and doubt whether I would be a good mom of two and if I should wait. I just have baby fever so bad but at the same time am trying to think about it logically. I want my first two babies to be close together too though....so they can grow up together...

Ugh this is so hard😞. I also don't want to strain my marriage..thoughts??