I feel so shitty. Like I can't even have a Christmas. I'm usually the cook of the family and go all out but this year I'm not cooking anything because I can't eat what I normally would enjoy during the holidays so we are going to my FILs and I'll just eat some Ham and veggies and maybe a lil potato. Seeing all these festive treats and stuff on fb is really depressing and I really just want the holidays to be over with already. I see some ppl saying they will have a cheat day that day but I'm just not sure I could do that nothing's worth my babies health but I just hate feeling this way. My holidays are ruined 😢