Laugh or cry😒

Well today marks 10 weeks since me and my partner engaged in ANY sexual activity.. I'm 33 weeks pregnant..

Yeah I'm laughing because I think he thinks we'll be back to normal once babies born 😂 but little does he know to what extent my confidence is stripped.. There's no way I'm gonna be letting him see my horrible saggy stretch marked body when all I've felt is judged since I started showing.. He won't admit it but I know he's just simply not attracted to me right now..

I'm having a repeat c-section because a vaginal birth will make this whole thing 10 times worse... Yes I'd rather have major surgery and try to save our sex life. 😫

(I had sex 4 days after my previous c-section with my previous partner and had absolutely no pain or discomfort.)