Feeling broken🤦🏾‍♀️

Hey guys well I’m 21 Year’s old and I don’t really have much friends so I’m just gonna vent. Recently I have had prolonged periods and I lost so much blood that I was admitted into the hospital 😭. I had to get a blood transfusion i had lost so much blood because i have severe anemia .(not of enough iron in my blood ) they gave me 2 bags of blood. An average woman is suppose to be at blood level 16 and I was at 6. I lost all color in my skin and I was super weak. No appetite for food . Just slowly dying day by day. . They diagnosed me with polyps and fibroids and PCOS. I’m a college sophomore 😭I can’t go back to school in the spring because I made all D’s this semester . Because I was in and out the hospital and doctors offices because of my condition . I didn’t really get to study much. 🤦🏾‍♀️ I tried so hard to make my grades good but my finals kicked my ass because i didn’t have time to study (in hospital ) I’m embarrassed and ashamed. I just want to be successful but seems like i every time i take two step forward i get pushed back. I’ve been really depressed and trying to hang in there 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️😭I’m having surgery in 6 days😭. This all happened in one month(December) 😭😭I just feel really tired of everything And I feel real broken. I’m just asking for prayers ❤️just keep me in prayers please. 🙏🏽👌🏿