i tried incredibly hard to wait until the 27th but i got over anxious and tested early. i got 3 tests so i still have 2 chances to get a bfp but I'm so bad at staying positive once the negativity starts seeping into my brain. i just keep kicking myself "you got too excited, you shouldnt have done anything but wait, you shouldnt have imagined your mans face when you tell him or hown your going to tell him". im still praying but these insanely difficult results are what made me stop trying before. Im just so ready for this 3 year trial to be over and to get a bfp. how do you ladies always seem so positive abd optimistic when it doesnt happen over and over. Im failing miserably.