So Nov. 25th my fiance' rolled his car and died... I lost my job, I'm about to lose my home, my daughter's dad won custody of my oldest and now I'm expecting B2... I'm a recovering drug addict and let me tell you that it has been harder than ever not to use... P.s. this baby is not my fiances... my late fiances family or anyone other than the father of B2 and my family knows... I found out tonight that BD has been cheating on me with 3 different girls... he just gave me Chlamydia and now he's telling me to give up b2...What do I do? I will not kill my child.