Miscarriage

Just feel like venting... had a missed miscarriage a few weeks ago found out at our first week ultrasound appt on 12/12... my baby was supposed to be 9 weeks but measured at 8. Had a D&C; on the 15th.... almost 15 days later it’s hard to be in the xmas spirit ... especially seeing babies and kids in the family... this was the time we were going to be making the announcement, instead I’m grieving my baby... hoping for my rainbow in the new year. 😓🌈🍼❤️