So, I’m in this spot.

I’m a Christian. I believe in God, I love Jesus, I lead worship for the student ministries at my church.

But, holy shit. The second I’m off church campus, I’m partying, drinking, cussing, and having sex.

I don’t feel badly about doing these things.

I do sort of feel bad for *not* feeling bad, though. You know?

Am I the only one who is like this? How do you feel about it? Am I deceiving myself in some way?