Was hoping for a positive test for Christmas

Jess • Been with the love of my love for almost 8 years, married 17/08/19 baby boy 💙 👶 05/10/2019 baby boy 💙👶 April 2022 baby girl 🩷🧒 March 2024

After being over 2 months late, never been this late before was hoping to get a positive would have been the best Christmas present. I’ve seen my doctor blood test was negative have to have another one done in 2 weeks my doctor said I could still be pregnant, hcg levels could be rising slowly. The not knowing is the worst bit