Lonely

I seriously hate to complain but I would love some advice. I am quite overweight so I’m trying to lose weight to be healthy and live a healthy life style and I’m not going to lie, being thinner is a bonus. I don’t want to be in a relationship until I lose weight to become healthy and learn to love myself first but gosh it sucks being single. I’ve never had a boyfriend but I get so jealous seeing couples. I want to have something special with someone. I guess there isn’t much advice to give but I just wanted to get it off my chest and express it to someone. I love this app community and how amazing and supportive all of you girls are. :,) (18 btw if that matters)