Shit Christmas

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Any one else had a shit Christmas? Today was my sons first Christmas and I wanted it to be as special as I could make it, I say wrapping all his presents from me and his daddy and was looking forward to a lovely day spent with family and making memories!

Instead my fiancé decided to tell me we aren’t working and he’s felt this way for months, my mum argues with me and I feel like utter shit wondering where I went wrong! My sons first Christmas that I will never get back or ever be able to do again was a horrible day that I will never forget!

I’ve been with my partner 5 years and I am so in love with him and honestly don’t know what I’m going to do without him! I’ve always wanted that secure family unite that I never had growing up and it’s gone

Please tell me things get better