It's Christmas and here I am crying because I'm stupid and jealous over all the pregnancy announcements lately. I am usually very optimistic about my situation but I open up my fb this morning and there's two right off the bat.

People expecting their 2nd and people I never thought would be pregnant. Hell a girl who wasnt even trying announced her pregnancy this week, she's pregnant with 2 babies in two different sacs 2 days apart because she ovulated twice in one window!

I wish I didn't feel the way I do. I know my time will come whether through natural or adoption but it gets very hard to watch other's sometime. I just needed to vent a little.

any way I hope the rest of you have a lovely Christmas! thanks for listening!