I need to vent

I had a really bad day and I have no one to talk to so I’m gonna bent here . So I’m 16 and I’m with my dad for 2 weeks . Me and my dad don’t have a good relationship. Well I didn’t want to put on a jacket bc it was 70 degrees outside today and so I walked out of the door and I slammed it. He comes out grabs my arm tight and I push him off saying “don’t grab me don’t touch me” and we go back inside and he slaps me and proceeds to tell me that I ruin everything and my mom not him not my brothers like me . And I’ve been considering suicide lately . Like heavily . And I don’t know what to do . I feel alone . And hated and unwanted . I hate me . I’m sorry I needed to vent .