When its time!

So July 7th I found out I was pregnant my boyfriend and I were having a very difficult time in our relationship and broke up prior to me finding out I was pregnant! (Wasn’t expecting to be pregnant stopped trying because the relationship wasn’t working)?So sometime around the end of august early September we got back together and were on good terms again , we would get into small arguments here in there nothing major. October 30th (Monday)it was time for my 20 week anatomy ultrasound at the time I believe I was 20weeks and 3 days we found out we were having a girl ! The ultrasound tech didn’t really say much so to me no news is good news! The following Thursday I had a regular prenatal app and they told me she measured small but it was nothing to worry about they also said I had low amniotic fluid but they were going to watch me and keep track of what happens from that point on ..when it was time to check for the heart beat there was none 😔 it took 3 dr and a ultrasound tech ! I had her Nov 7 my angel baby😇...now me and my SO have decided that we want another baby but I don’t want to stress on it I want to go with the flow so hopefully in 2018 we will be getting a BFP !