I don’t know what to say. This guy he really really likes me (“talking about if he doesn’t get a girlfriend now, he will die” type of obsession) however I don’t like this guy, after I promised myself not to trust anyone or not to love anyone whatsoever.

I really don’t like this guy yet I don’t have the means to tell him. I mean I can be straight up with people at times (most of the time) but with this guy, I feel bad...what can I do? I don’t have anyone else in my life, I hit rock bottom, all my friends hate me because my ex gaslit me, saying that I am a bad person, and he seems to be the only person in my life who actually cares (he talked me out of “Ending it all” and kept me calm during one of my anxiety attacks)

SOS please help!