My boyfriend (aka baby's father) broke up with me friday & I haven't been okay since. I miss him sooo much & I grew really strong feelings for him but now he just doesn't care about me. His mom is what caused all of this because she doesn't like me due to the lies he told her about me. He has these two friends that I hate so much & he didn't talk to them at all because he knew that I didn't like them. So he has his mom do all the work for him as in call those friends & tell them to hang out with him because they hate him & want nothing to do with him. But since his moms the one that did all the talking she convinced them to hang out with him & thats all he has been doing, hanging out with them. They're really bad influences on him & they don't treat him well at all. Yesterday was the first time I talked to him he told me he was hungover & didnt feel well and he told me "thanks for f**king my life up" I was confused because I hadn't talk to him in a couple of days. I'm really hurt right now because I really do love him but he doesn't care at all about me. I'm super depressed & alone. I don't have any friends or anyone to talk to. I feel if I continue like this I'll end up hurting myself physically or something in which I'm scared of. I don't have a car right now so I can't go see a therapist or something I need suggestions please