Fml😩

I feel like I let my man down, even though he says I didn’t. Someone tell me why I keep crying because I had to give up on having sex w/ him one night because I was too tight and it wasn’t working 😭

I apologized so many times and he kept telling me that everything was okay and he told me that I didn’t need to feel bad.

He said “you didn’t come all the way out here to leave feeling bad.” But it’s just I can’t help it I feel like I let him down and idk when we’ll get another chance to try again and idk how many times it’s gonna happen like that until I can have sex pain free ?!