Need advice please πŸ™ƒπŸ™ŒπŸ» GIFS

So I’ve been on various dates with different guys and I always get pied off or they turn out to be assholes before it leads to anything serious.

I’m talking to a guy at the moment and I really like him but we haven’t met face to face before.

I get so nervous for dates, I just really want something to work our for me here but I feel like sometimes I’m my own worst enemy

My self esteem is kinda low atm because of some weight gain but I know I’m still me and I can work the weight off with a month of some hard work!

Writing this I realise I’m just venting and there’s no actual question I’m asking hereπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Oh gosh I need help