Need advice please ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป GIFS

So Iโ€™ve been on various dates with different guys and I always get pied off or they turn out to be assholes before it leads to anything serious.

Iโ€™m talking to a guy at the moment and I really like him but we havenโ€™t met face to face before.

I get so nervous for dates, I just really want something to work our for me here but I feel like sometimes Iโ€™m my own worst enemy

My self esteem is kinda low atm because of some weight gain but I know Iโ€™m still me and I can work the weight off with a month of some hard work!

Writing this I realise Iโ€™m just venting and thereโ€™s no actual question Iโ€™m asking here๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Oh gosh I need help