So I’ve been liking the thought of online schooling for a while now. I’m at public school at the moment and I hate it. It takes up all of my day as I get up at 5:30am and leave for school at 6:30am and get back home at 6pm ish as sometimes I go to the gym. Then when I get home I have around 2 hours of homework to do and it’s too much all together most days of the week. My mum thinks if I am homeschooled I will loose a social life and won’t have any friends. I told her that I will and I’ll join a cheer or dance team to make sure I’m socialising. She asks me why I want to online school and I say just because i find it hard to focus at school * which I do but not super drastic* but the reason I want to is because I have anxiety and it gets really difficult to be at school and seeing so many people taking and having fun and I want to be like that but i can’t. I have 2 best friends and maybe 3 friends that talk to and non of them know that I’m anxious because they don’t really know what it is. I don’t want to tell them because I feel like they will just laugh it off and not take it serious.

I’m just really confused with what to do and how to stop me feeling confused so I’d love to hear some opinions xxx