So this is my first time posting something. It has to do more with a family issue with my bf that they don't know about. They used to know, but they technically forced me to break up with him a while ago, like back during the summer. But when I got back to college, I saw him. We did talk and it felt weird bc I thought I was in love with him b4 they told me that I was probably just "used to him". We eventually got back together and they don't know we are together.

So a little background: my family is amazing and has raised me to be a good woman (I'm 19) (I live with my dad and his parents). I started college last year. I'm a sophomore now. I met my bf while I was at work (I work on campus). I thought he was cute when I first saw him, but I didn't do anything. I did notice that he works hard. After a while, he asked for my fb info to be friends. We started talking and he took me on a date to the movies. I thought it was sweet. We eventually kissed. A little after but still during the movie, he wantecoulwhatndMof girl I was so he tried touching my boob. I lashed out on him which is now funny, but he was born and raised from Baltimore, Maryland. I guess that was to be kind of expected, but how would I know anyway. I've only had 2 previous bfs, but all I did was kiss the second one (That was back in high school) I haven't done anything else.

Eventually, we got intimate, but he never took my vCard bc I told him that I promised God that I would only give that to my husband. I never told my parents of this, but I did tell my sis who is a year older and is married. He is fine with it still. After a cruise we took at the beginning of summer, I went home for a little while. We live like 1 hr and 30 mins away, but we still saw each other (I can't drive but he can. My friend would meet my parents halfway.)

Then one day he came over and they met him. We are Christian and he believes in everything and anything. They said that it wouldn't be good for our relationship. They also said he has a demon in him and stuff like that which was weird to me. He does not act like that. He treats me with a lot of respect. He does take stuff to calm down, but he says I calm him down and that he could live without that. He has done it b4.

I haven't had enough courage to tell my parents that we are still together and happy. And he wants to marry me and get a place with me too. He is 25 as of Oct. Ill be 20 in Jan. I love him so much and I don't think I would want to spend my life without him. I just got put in the middle of drama (I don't like drama at all. I avoid it) I really want to say that I don't have any doubt, but I do have a little. We get along so well though. Sometimes he pisses me off, but that's normal lol. I just don't know what to really do. He said I should tell my family I want to move out to a place closer to the college (closer to him) so we could have our own place. He wants to get a lease, and then have me tell my parents then so I still have to stay there and pay bc you can't break a lease on an apartment.

I'm sorry if this is a lot, but I needed to try to explain what was going on.