The minute I found out I was pregnant my life just changed completely. My family kept asking me for weeks and I just didn’t think it could happen to me. I kept having bad back pain for weeks but my period wasn’t due yet. Finally a week after my period was missed I took a test. It was positive . I was 6wks 4days. I stayed at the hospital the few weeks following. Constant doctors appointments. It’s still very hard. When I went it for my 8 week check up the doctor looked at me funny and sent me to the hospital. I had been spotting. I immediately started crying . I expected the worst. Well the next few weeks were just a blur. I didn’t know whether to be happy or sad I was confused. I was so angry and kept asking why me ? It wasn’t fair to see family and friends getting what I’ve always wanted. Well on November 13th I lost my baby at ten weeks ... I feel like talking about it helps. A lot of women go through heartbreak. I experienced it myself. And lately well the past few day with it being Christmas and stuff I’ve been so emotional. Everyone’s announcing pregnancy’s and I’m just thinking life isn’t fair. I know that god has a plan for me just like he does for everybody else. Don’t lose faith and never give up one day you’ll have your rainbow baby 💕