I started TTC when i was 23 years old. I was kinda nervous honestly and of course I wanted it but a small part of me was a little relieved when AF arrived. I think I just felt like I wanted some more time to prepare (but when are you ever really prepared?) Time goes on, I turned 24 and still no BFP. Now as this year is about to end, I find myself feeling rushed all of a sudden. I will be 25 in April and I'm honestly feeling like I'm racing against a clock. I know its silly because we women are still fertile even in mid-late 30s but I always saw myself being done with having kids by my early 30s so I can be a stay at home mom for a while and then be able to jump back into my career at a good age. My husband feels the same as me and is always saying "when our kids are 20 we'll be 45" which is pretty appealing to the both of us. Ugh I really don't know where I'm going with this I just want to share my feelings of impatience and hope I'm not the only one.