Who else hates....???

I hate fingering myself it just doesnt feel right to me i dont mind if my bf does it but tbh i dont enjoy fingering i love oral sex and enjoy vaginal but fingering is not for me 😩am i alone? I feel weird😞i hate faking to my bf sayng that i like but deep down i just hate it lol🙏🏻is that weird??? Who else doesnt like it