feeling like giving up.

Alyssa • mommy to my son Bentley ♡

i literally am just so over taking pregnancy tests, tired of trying anymore. i have tried and tried for almost a year now to have another baby after my miscarriage and i cant. every month i put in my head im pregnant then turns out to be nothing but disappointing. im tired of trying but then again next month im going to try again. anyone feel like giving up. all i want is my Bfp. my son constantly for 2 months has said he wants two babies. and im not aiming for two or what he wants i just feel like its a sign but then again its not. wtf.