Thinking about another man

Lisa • I`m strong because I have to be.

So me and my boyfriend have been on and off for the past 8 years... going steady for 3 and we have a 7 year old child together... I love this man I really do but lately iv been feeling like we're in two different places... he doesn't enjoy the same things as I do... and he makes me really mad sometimes......ugh .... well I find myself thinking about an ex of mine from when I was way younger idk if it's because the ex I'm thinking about took my virginity and we currently communicate sometimes to see how each other is doing in our adult life... or if I'm just really not happy with my current boyfriend.. and I am just trapped in the what could of been with my ex I had a lot of feelings for ??? Idk any one else had the same experience? And what did you do about it ??