I’ve tested many times over the years but tonight it hit me. I can’t have kids 😢

I haven’t gotten pregnant in over 5 years.

I’ve never really understood before but I feel all you ladies who cry over every BFN. I’m so sorry for your pain and wish you tons of baby dust.

I thought for sure this month, I’ve been taking Vitex and got and HSG test done (came back normal) and doc said chances of pregnancy are much higher the same month as HSG. I had so much hope.

I knew though in the back of my mind it wouldn’t happen. My sibling has fertility issues couldn’t get pregnant for 10 years and no kids. The doctor said it’s genetic or something :( I cried so much.

I don’t know why I’m posting, I don’t need any support or hope or encouragement. I get it, I’m just sad and wanted to vent. No one else will understand me.

If you read this thank you, and thank you ladies for all your stories.