Now: my so thinks I'm beautiful and naughty lovey etc but I just don't feel like me my hair is always in a bun I don't wear much makeup anymore I'm loosing weight I'm down 7 pounds so far I just don't feel good I feel like shit and I'm having one of those days where nothing sounds good to eat. Just ugh my so is 6'2 tall dark and handsome and has a good body well I'm 5'0 and my body is a work in progress (biracial relationship) I have my nails done that makes me feel good but I just feel like crap. And I don't want to bring my so down with my own issues he works doubles etc so isn't home much and I don't want to complain any up beat advice for me please. And as for the ' oh just do your hair comments ' I don't do it because it's really thick and heavy and takes too long so besides that advice help me feel pretty and I did feel pretty when me and him got together but now im like ugh