Hi Glow Girls,

I am devastated, this is another failed month, i am not pregnant and i feel terrible. I am in bed just thinking of all the why's? and questioning everything. I saw a bit of brown blood on Christmas day and it coinsided with implantation time. But today I woke up one day before my expected period and i saw more brown blood and a bit of fresh like 3 tiny dots. Im pretty sure its AF. Im tired of giving bad news to my boyfriend. He is such a sweet man and even though it hurts him just as much as it hurts me... He cheers me up and says "Baby hope is the last thing that dies". He is always ready to try again but im starting to worry that we cant actually conceive and we are wasting time, maybe we should see a specialist. My heart aches today, i feel

sad and empty. Its always those two weeks in between ovulation and my period that i feel like someone might be forming inside me to then realize its not. Last month i had a miscarriage and today im not preggo again. I feel like not trying anymore.