36 weeks and not even dilated.. baby is in position ready to go !

Li

What i mean by that is start the dilation process so that when i hit 37 weeks i can have her. Im sorry sounds selfish but i cant be pregnant anymore. Its hard for me because im 4’10 and I already been to the hospital once. I get all the symptoms times ten. Hearing all these mothers having their little ones early making me jealous. NO HATE !! just venting out my feelings.