Insecurities

I’ve been having some trouble...

I LOVE MAKE UP! it’s my passion, I wear it everyday no matter how I’m feeling. I haven’t gone outside without make up in nearly 2 years. I am super insecure and just hate how I look without make up. Only a few people have seen me without make up but people are constantly telling me it’s way too much. I don’t really think it is because I have seen other people that wear way more than I do. I just wish I was comfortable in my own skin. Some days I could be running late to work and still not leave without make up, I feel like crying everytime I think about going without. I wish people would understand that not everyone is okay with how they look. What should I do? Should I try stopping it completely? Or should I just do what I do best ?