Its been 7 years and about 3 and a half months since my brother was killed! I sat with his body what seemed like for hours! Every since then my mom has treated me differently from my other siblings and I could always tell! I gratuated high school by myself! Im graduating college by myself and at this point I want a baby!! I know there are going to rough days but that what Im willing to sacrifice......Yes I am in a relationship, but sometimes he doesnt understand my empty void💔He so sweet and Hes really my world😍😍 I get on here and see all these women posting bout how its so easy to get pregnant well guess what everyones body isnt made the same! There are beautiful women who cry because the one thing they long for😔they feel may never come....If you have negitive comment just keep them to yourself