I don’t talk about this shit usually lol

Okay so I’m dating my bestfriend and we’re both ready to fuck but it’s like I have to start it (if that makes since) and I’m not about that I can’t start and he doesn’t wanna feel like he’s pressuring me and I don’t him I want to have sex. He gets a boner every time we’re in the bed (I partially live with him) but idk what to do. I’m a freak but it takes me a little bit to bring it out and he’s not on my freaky level Yano? Plus I’m tryna get some dick but idk how to approach it or make him do it bc I do not start. Both of us have only had sex with one person before and we’re both 18. Help?