I’m due back to work within the next month and I’m absolutely dreading it, I took my full maternity leave which I thought would be enough to at least feel comfortable walking back in the same retail store and seeing the same people but I really don’t feel ready at all. I got excited to be a stay at home parent and raise my little boy whilst my OH was more than happy to bring the money in. I honestly don’t know what to do, it’s coming up to 9 months since we lost our little boy and nothing seems to be getting any easier, I’m so depressed and my anxiety is super high too. Did any of you decide you couldn’t go back to work and quit your job? I’ll feel bad no matter what I do 😔 this isn’t fair, my child should still be here in my arms 😢